Looking Within

I had an eye opening conversation today. We were talking about how sometimes it seems so hard to communication with others. And how it seems that people do not understand us. I figure I am a good person. But often do not feel like I quite fit in with lets say the school moms. If I could talk sports I could converse with the dads and if I could talk about doing my kids homework for them, then I could talk to the moms. Just do not seem to be there.

We talked about how sometimes people are just on different levels. I thought it was just me. I thought I was not outgoing enough as I have been in the past. Or that my self confidence was felt as overbearing or that people were fearful of that. I also am beyond pointing fingers at others- that is not me. Wow, it seems like just rambling when I try to put it into words.

I set up some great songs on Willies MP# player today. Mix of new and old, Country, Folk and Rock. He looked so cute with his ear buds and the player in the front of his hooded sweatshirt. All grown up. It was an odd mental snapshot.

Kid going to Grandma and Grandpas house to stay overnight. We are going to see a play that is sold out. Very controversial around here just by its name - Vagina Monologues. Figure I got one, need to know what others say about it. Going out for dinner beforehand. Doggies call for the door, gotta run.